Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Downer...

Boy, can I be a downer or what? Did you read some of that earlier crap? What the fuck is that shit? Well, I shall make it up to you with .... the following crap:

It’s as they say... I don't know what "they" say... I was simply just trying to get the creative going. I am not quite on the "day-light saving" thing and find myself just kinda hoovering about my small little world. I know I will regret this tomorrow, but that's tomorrow.


It's time for some RANDOM thoughts!!!!!

1) I am not quite sure, but it seems to me most people really don't think before they... Fuck... Not good.

2) This is really the first random thought, because my "first" random thought bombed really, really badly. I was going for clever, but instead I ... didn't clever. It didn't click. I hate that. I have a thought... thought mutates... thought gets nixed by my internal censoring devices. So, thought number one should be ignored.

3) I really should try my hand at some serious writing action. I know I can do it. I am smart enough to create something of some sort of magnitude. Instead, I tend to go for the silly. And, surely, I am the only person that gets a kick out of the crap I try to write. But, serious writing, yeah... that's something I should really try hard to work on. I've read numurous books, all in the serious realm. I can understand them. Why can't I do that!?!? Obviously, serious is not a strength. And, neither is spelling.

4) Shoot, I had a great random thought for number four, and it left me. What the hell was I thinking?

5) Think... think... think... think... think...think... think... think.. think.. think... (this is random thinking)... think.. .think.. .think... think...

6) That was just dumb. That last thing? Dumb! DUMB!

7) I've always felt that my writing has always been "clever"... that it is actually beyond clever, but imagnitive. But, no. I don't think it is really all that great. Seriously, it's not at all very witty. And, the jokes are just junevile to say the least. Entertianing? Maybe, on some level, perhaps. Maybe I should just call it what it really is... TIME WASTING... Which, actually, is pretty cool, too. If there is anything I know how to do, probably better then anyone else, is waste time. Oh yeah!

8) I remembered that thought that was mentioned earlier... Did you know Hitler wanted to kill off the Slavic nationalities in addition to the Jewish nationality? That fucking, lunatic bastard! I did know this, to some extent. Something about 4,000,000 killed besides Jewish. Most of those were Poles. That fucking prick! Yes, the Jewish holacuast makes me weep, but to think about what might have happend if Hitler wasn't stopped. This... this... this crappy, ass blog wouldn't have exsited! That BASTARD!!! HEY!!! A serious thought! I CAN DO IT! I CAN DO IT!!!

9) I need to eat other things besides Popcorn.. not because of nutrition, but I don't want to ever lose the taste for one of my favorite foods. That's been happening a lot lately. One of these days it will be down to cheese and cracker, and I don't want that at all.

10) I am thinking of skipping out on Thursday afternoon.... Shhh!!! But, I probably won't. I am ... well, honest. Fuck.

11) I need to find some time to seriously find my apartment. My home hasn't been much of concern to me... my shit is everywhere. I am the only one here, besides my fish. He doesn't show much concern for my lack of apartment caring. Hell, I'm single. Who do I have to impress... Ike just wants fresh water every so often, which I gave him today. In fact, it was a complete bowl change. The water is really clean.

12) When are these thoughts going to finish, you ask? Soon. I usually go to 15... and this is merely a creative excercise to see how much crap I can write without stopping for a breath. Yes, folks, a mental excercise to keep things sharp. I have been rather forgetful lately and things are blurring... and I am losing my creative edge, that is, if I had a creative edge. Then again, I have been elsewhere, actually. BUT, if all goes well, I think I may have a plan! A PLAN! Which, is nice, because I need new goals. Oh, that's funny.. A plan? ME? PLAN? That's like, well, like ummmm... oh for the want of a metaphor. I llike being aloof, as for now, I think that's the way to be.

13) Thirteen, they say, is a rather unlucky number. Just thought you should know.

14) I think it is time to start wrapping this puppy up. It's late. I have things to do. The more I waste time here, the more I am missing out on wasting time eslewhere. And, I need to be elsewhere more often. I have cabin fever, that's for sure...

15) I bid you a fond farewell, and have a wonderful time doing whatever wonderful people do.

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