Will I ever learn....

I took a nice long walk today... really long... like the last time I took a really long walk... and, wouldn't you know it, I re-hurt my foot because I didn't properly care of it the last time I did this....

I got nothing accomplished on this walk... nothing... just rehashed all the ways I've been screwing up lately and asking myself why I do the things I do.... I had no answers... just more questions.

"Eventually," I said to myself. "Eventually we'll figure it out.... BUT, how much to we have to keep losing until we do?"