Living the Dream!

Found This In My Files

A Prayer for the Stressed

Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I cannot accept,
and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those people I had
to kill today because they pissed me off.

And also, help me to be careful of the toes I step on
today as they may be connected to that ass that I may have
to kiss tomorrow.

Help me to always give 100% at work....
12% on Mondays
23% on Tuesdays
40 % on Wednesdays
20% on Thursdays
5% on Fridays

And help me to remember....
When I'm having a really bad day,
and it seems that poeple are trying to piss me off,
that it takes 42 muscles to frown and
only 4 to extend my middle finger and tell them to bite me!

Amen!

Happy Valentine's Day!

It's hard...

to come up with ideas. There are times I think I am spent. There are times I just can't think of anything. There are days where I think, "Why bother! Who gives a shit?" because I honestly think people really don't give a shit. What I really think it must be is the fact that I have achieved a state of blahness unknown to mankind. I've started looking for another job, because I am done with my life here. Everyday something reminds me why I don't belong here in Central Illinois or why I don't want to be here or whatever it is .... The point is, I've never been this unhappy in all my life and there have been plenty of opportunities to be unhappier in the past... Hell, I slept on a cot in my niece's bedroom for a couple years!!!! I really hate this. I feel trapped. I feel suffocated. I am alone. My luck will be that my present job search will result in nothing and I, because of economic reasons, will have to endure another year living in complete lonliness here in a place I am damned convinced doesn't want me around. I have never felt so different from the people around me as I do now. .... See! SEE!!! This is why I don't write here much. I've got nothing except bad feelings. You don't want to hear bad feelings!!!! I don't want to write bad feelings!

On the plus side of things... I am beginning to reestablish a life back up north. I've been in contact with some old friends from the past. This could be fun, this recconnection. Maybe there I will find a place to belong.

Prost!

Checking on the Game Room!

WOW! I've said so much!!!!!! I can understand why you wouldn't want to stop by here that often because I just don't do anything real exciting. I will say this. I hate my job... and it sucks the ever living juices out of me. I don't want to write.. HELL NO!!!

Time for a change! First this top! Then these pants!